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January 22nd, 2007

10:39 pm - right basically update! well godalming is the best place alive. i love everyone there and i love my subjects. law, business and maths. yeah i dropped music tech cos the teaching wasnt up to scratch! and i didnt really think it was gona get me anywhere. 17 next month!!! sent off for my provisional so gona start driving soon! hopefully will of passed by september! loads of my mates are passing now so its making me so keen! me and jay are still going strong and have been going out for almost 7 months now =) he's quite amazing really. my brother domb's moved to chesterfield, tear. but hes playing a gig down here soon so i'm gona go to that. my other brother sean still isn't staying outa trouble!! he's stuck in slovakia as he went to go visit some old workmates that live there. problem. he was prepared for slovakia and i tried warning him it aint so safe. on the first day he managed to get his bag nicked, containing his passport, ollie's travel guitar, his clothes and all his lil xmas gifts. luckily he saved my camera, his phone and his money/cards. so he phoned the british embassy and they said he needs to go to the capital to get an emergency passport. so all seemed ok. and the whole time he was emailing me saying how much fun he was having and how much he loved it, but actually he phoned today nearly in tears cos hes been hating it so much and didnt want to worry me bless. his so called friends wont give him a lift to the capital saying that he'l lbe fine getting on the plane with just a police report. and he dont feel safe getting the train cos everyone who seems him gives him dodgey looks. so on wednesday hes just gona have to try his best to get on the plane or otherwise my rents have to go over there and get him! bit crazy but i'm the one keeping positive =) i've lost over half a stone which i'm quite proud of, duno how its happened! considering i ate kfc, mcdonalds and dominos at the weekend! who's going to give it a name? I AM!! with my nearest and dearest. cant wait! well dont think theres much more to say. xxxxxx Current Mood: optimistic

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January 1st, 2007

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April 10th, 2006

10:39 am got drunk too many times last week haha. i have cuts everywhere, bruises, burns and a fucked up knuckle to pay for it haha. i think saturday was the best night out of all tho! i'm such an embarassment when i'm in that state. ooooops. Current Mood: exanimate

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March 27th, 2006

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March 22nd, 2006

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February 26th, 2006

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February 24th, 2006

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February 19th, 2006

08:08 pm - crikey! just thought i would let you know my exercising next week! the manuel says: session 1: 30 mins strength training (cycling) session 2: 40 mins swimming session 3: 50 mins walking/jogging. 20 mins walking. 10mins jogging. 20 mins walking. soooooo this is what i'm gonna do. wednesday: 30 mins strength training (weights cos i can't ride a bike) thursday: 30 mins rowing friday: 40 mins swimming saturday: 50 mins walking/jogging i'm too organised for my own good. i'm getting well fit haha. off to redone geog coursework cos i did it but forgot to save it! hahaha Current Mood: crazy

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February 12th, 2006

08:21 pm I'm not to sure how i feel. I can't qutie tell what it is. Lonliness? Wanting to be back with you, to have me in your arms like it use to be. All your attention on me. Any chances going? I just need a little advice, someone to tell me what your thinking. What are you thinking? I think you're seeing me as a friend. But I want us to be a little more than that. Entertain me on Sunday afternoons, have a laugh and joke around. It's all i'm asking, just devote yourself to me. Understand me, I have changed. And it's all for you. Current Mood: drunk

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February 5th, 2006

06:03 pm GO A-FUCKING-WAY!!! i don't wana talk to you. arrrrrrrrrgh. i was perfectly stable and know exactly how i felt about everyone till he sent me that bloody e-mail. "it think you can start liking me abit" while you still have a fucking girlfriend!!! PISS THE FUCK OFF he is perfectly safe in pompey atm cos if he was anywhere here i would of smacked him out by now arrrrrrh Current Mood: irritated

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December 25th, 2005

10:39 pm - HO HO HO HO HO well it took a long time to sign in as i kept getting my paswrod wrong! i umst say. MERRY CHRISTMAS! this as been the best xmas everrr!!! xmas eve. woke up at 12 then went toen to the pib with my rents and domb! domb hardly ever joins in family meals so it was such a treat!! that was soo funn. then we came home. well me and my mum staggered home from drinking too much!! then i suddenly randomly sobered up and it was soo christmasy in the house! putting pressents by the tree and me playing xmas carols on the piano! then meg came round to swap presents and watch a xmas film with the family. she left at about 4. me and sean had our usual lil discussions. then he went to a mates. domb went to the pub. jhon broke the news that he aint making it for xmas day this year cos of gf problems (first time he hasnt joined us in god knwos how long!!) but hes promised he'll be here tomorrow :D so me, mum and dad went in the jacuzzi drinking champayne. i'd been drinking all day so after i got out i had a bath and went on msn. but i started picking fights with random people haha. so at about 7.30 went up to bed with my wkd to drink myself to sleep. PLAN FAILED!! i was awake till 1am!! then woke up at 4am and ran into my parents room wit hmy stokcing :D got a pickled dick shirt from santa! haha wonder how much that cost?? then i got changed. topped up my phoen and texted you all!! i had £10 by then end of sending xmas texts i had £5!!! no joke!! then i watched brat camp and cried and waited for the boys to get up. which happedn about 9. opened pressesnts!!! i got an ipod :D:D: gig tickets! dvds! cds! clothes! FRANK LAMPARD CALEDNER!!! i was well spoilt!! :D:D then about 11 we all played with our new gifts. and had our xmas buffet (no roast cos our ovens bokrne and my mum dont wana cook) but it was great! we sat around the table for abotu 2 hours swapping drunk stories. i love it when the family gets on :D:D then domb and sean went to the pub. i finsihed uplaoding my ipod. my parents walked roudn the garden with their santa hats on. then domb and sean came back. domb was fucked off his face haha. then we played family games and afte rthat me and domb watched tv. he made me watch old fhasioned fimls with him and then went to his room to pass out haha. so the rest of us sat around drinking together and eating and someone's at the door! (this has been our 1st xmas when its just been the harpers. no one else so it was a shock) and it was katie!! one fo domb's best friends. we reckon their gonna get married. they've spent about 5hours in dombs room talking and laughing. i love kaite shes sooo lovely. then i jsut sent my mum up to bed. she spilt her heart out ot me bout how much she loves the family which was sweeet. my dad got a bit aggressive from drinking whiskey but calemed down. now him and sean are in hte kitchen drinking whiskey and air guitaring haha. love you all hope you had a gerat xmas xxxxx Current Mood: loved

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December 21st, 2005

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December 15th, 2005

10:42 pm - hmmm i am not looking forward to the future. i'm looking forward to a monthly future. but not a future happening in a few days. :-( i just want to get it over with. its been running through my mind all day. and i don't know how its gonna turn out. why do i always put myself in these situations? i'm never gonna learn. Current Mood: aggravated

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October 17th, 2005

04:26 pm - just proving how dumb my brother Domb is.. well he nearly got chucked out at the weekend for being grumpy towards my parents and my brother Sean. for some reason he's been fine to me but no one else. i feel quite special. spose its cos i just leave him to do things for himself without breathing down his neck all the time telling him he's doing the wrong thing. so he's been grumpy to my family. and my parents said he was 25 so they think its time he got a life of his own instead of living off of them... i have to cook dinner for him on friday's or otherwise he goes without :S:S. guildford station last saturdy he got arrested for swearing loudly. they police came over to him and said "please don't swear" so domb said "fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck" and they said don't say that. he said "what fuck?" they said "say that one more time and your under arrest" so he said it. and they sent a letter and he phoned up so hes gotta go to the police station sometime this week to appologise. it hit him quite hard getting chucked out. i think he broke down abit, had a man to man chat with my dad and appologised and has been nice to them for the rest of the weekend. its cool though. familys improved :D hope everyone is okiiiiiiii. xxxxxxxx i'm seeing spitalfield on thursday! Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Thursday

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October 5th, 2005

05:08 pm - grrrrrrrr i might not be go to africa any more!! ARGHHH!!! 2 people dropped out yeah? which meant mooooore commitments. theres 6 of us. all of us are trying so hard to get this fundraising done! and everything but NO! all but one of us are trying! sarah l is doing fcuk all!!!!!!!!! i've sold 7 shirts so far. everyone else has sold the same amount. how many has she sold? NONE!!! we are in £1000 debt!! add on the extra £2,250 i need!!!! if we dont have them gone by xmas we are sharing them out and paying for them all outselves!!! grrrrrr. its harder for me to get a better job than everyone else cos i'm not over 16! every wednesday lunch time we have a meeting to discuss fundraising etc etc. we are all given a different task each week. i've done all mine but one. which was wrtiing a letter to the school which i had done, but didnt get it in on time cos i was ill. but i was forgiven for that. sarah has done nothing! she doesnt do any of her tasks. i do them for her!! shes so bloody lazy and it annoys me cos its stressful enough getting the money myself!!! 3 weeks ago she was assigned a task to make a poster asking people to donate money. she had 2 weeks to do it. did she do it last week? NO!! which meant on monday and tuesday i had to help her out when i cant fukcing well draw!!!! so i accepted helping her and told her its the last time i'm doing it. monday she forgets to bring in the bloody bit of cardboard needed!!! so i got a bit angry and just asid "well make sure you bring it in tomorrow"... instead she decides to skieve off cos she has done it! you kno when you try to help someone and they through it back in your face its annoying! she wasnt in today either for the meeting so we all had a discussion as to what was happening... in a few weeks we're organing a party/disco thing. if Mr Day (the person we owe £1000 for shirts too) cancels it (which he might do cos we owe him money). then we have nothing!! the group decided today that if things dont pick up by next week its over. I WILL NOT BE FCUKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this week i gotta order all the food for the tuckshop. which means travelling up to the place. we gotta find £100 this week to pay for it. its so stressful. i also gotta make cakes. i've put so much into this trip and if i dont go i'm guna be really annoyed. another thing is at the meetings sarah says sweet FA. doesnt put in any contributions or ideas so i have to talk up for her! i know i shouldnt bother but i feel guilty otherwise. shes older than me as well. shes 16! all the others are 17-18 and i'm the youngest. if things dont sort themselves out then i'm turning to prostitution as an answer ahhahahahah. JOKE. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: HIPV

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September 30th, 2005

11:26 pm - hmm blurrr so bloody tired. shrewbury. get back. school straight away. theatre english trip get back at 1am. still go to school. tomrrow gotta wake up a 8. partying saturday. school all week. don't get lunch for the first 3 days next week cos of africa stuff to sort out. i'm putting so much work in on this and getting no where. i handed my first deposit in 3 weeks late. eeeeeeeeeeep. i dont get a sleep in till next sunday. gayyyyyy. xxxx Current Mood: tired Tags: biffy clyro

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September 19th, 2005

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